I’ve got me & my daughter to worry about now. I don’t have time for the mess. As I am getting farther along in this pregnancy, I’m just seeing & growing more & more everyday. & If the people around me aren’t catching on. They’ll just have to get left behind. Now that I’m almost going to be 8 months, I don’t have time for this. I’m going to be moving on from this. There’s no other way. I wish things could’ve been different for me & my daughter, but looks like it’s not going that way. OH WELL … I’ve got to be strong for my daughter. These few months of my pregnancy, has really showed me, the true colors of the people around me. I’m choosing to move on from this. I’m going to really show a new leaf. This time it has taken an uncontrollable urge, that I cannot hide anymore. Something has to be done. I’m going to choose to do the right thing. The thing that I’ve should’ve done a looong time ago!